My yoga journey began in 1994 at Frog's Gym in Solana Beach, CA. At that
time most of the teachers in the area were students of Tim Miller.
Frog's was fortunate to have classes taught by two of his best, Alison
Lewis and Dominique Coringliano. My attendance at first was spotty, being a
mom with two small sons at home, fortunately Alison also offered some
evening classes at a small shala in Leucadia. It was here that I met another
student of Alison's named Rich McGowan, who would go on to become one
of my best friends and influential teachers. We had always heard the larger
than life stories about Tim Miller, so being braver than myself, Rich took the
leap over to practice at Ashtanga Yoga Center before I did. It wasn't until a
few months later when Alison was leaving for Mysore to practice with Guruji,
that I got up the courage to follow Rich over to the AYC to practice. I was so
nervous in those first classes because up until then I had never done a full
first series, and was terrified what the famed Tim Miller would think of my
inability to do even the basic things like touching my toes, pushing up into
backbends, and balancing in a headstand. Thankfully, Rich was there with
me in those first classes to calm me down, and tell me what to expect. Even
though I am not a naturally flexible person and struggled with every pose,
after those first few classes with Tim I was hooked. I soon started attending
Mysore classes on most mornings my boys were away at school. I
remember having not only one of those mats with the poses printed around
its edges, but a cheat sheet stashed under its edges. Even so, I wa still a
nervous wreck whenever Tim came my way. Over time, my nerves abated,
and I relaxed into my practice. I found Tim to be always lighthearted and fun,
full of sarcasm, and completely accepting of not only my total inflexibility
but also my cheat sheet! From the very beginning, I loved it at the Yoga
Center with all its quirks. Tim had brought together a wonderful group of
people and from the outset for me, Rich was always there too.
In 2000 Tim had his first Teacher Training (TT). Rich attended, and would one
day become one of the AYC's core teachers and assistants. When 2001 rolled
around, Alison and Rich persuaded me to that year’s TT in order to help
improve my practice. Then it happened again, Alison was off to India! This
time she convinced the powers that be at Frog's that I would be the perfect
person to take over her classes in her absence. Now, I’m not the best at
public speaking of any sort, and I wasn’t confident in my ability to teach, but
with my husband Bill's encouragement, and with tons of anxiety, I decided to
give it a go. I'm sure during that first class my students could sense that I
was a nervous wreck, but I found out something that would change my life
forever, I loved teaching and sharing the practice!
So that's my story. I’ve been teaching Ashtanga since 2002, first at Frog's,
then apprenticing at AYC with Rich and Tim, then teaching led classes and
Mysore. I’ve assisted Tim in many Primary, Intermediate, and Advanced A
teacher trainings at AYC, as well as led many workshops. In 2019, I assisted at
the Ashtanga Yoga Confluence in San Diego, and I humbly helped carry on
AYC’s Teacher Immersion in Tim's absence.
I am so blessed for these past 25 years plus, to have Tim Miller as not only
my teacher but also my friend. From the start I was drawn to Tim's strict, yet
fun way to share the practice. He was always willing to give us that extra bit
of help when needed, and Tim and Rich together were like Hanuman and
Lakshman, an amazing team. Rich had a great lighthearted loving way about
him, and Tim was always steady and strong.
Like Tim, and Guruji before him, my method uses both hands-on
adjustments as well as verbal cues. I’m always open to questions, thoughts,
and suggestions about the practice, and I believe working together with the
students is the best way for both the student and myself to learn. My hope
and goal going forward is to share Tim and Rich's lighthearted openness to
the practice, so there is Sthira (steadiness, strength) and Sukha (happiness,
joy, ease). I believe the practice brings flexibility, not only physically, but
also mentally to prepare us for changes in the body and life. “If you practice,
all is coming”.